• my final thought before making most decisions: fuck it
  • Drugs may be the road to nowhere, but at least they’re the scenic route.
    ― Unknown
    Sometimes people have nothing to say because they’re too empty.
    And sometimes people have nothing to say because they’re too full.
    ― Yasmin Mogahed (via in-finitus)

    burning in hell
    this piece of me fits in nowhere
    as other people find things
    to do
    with their time
    places to go
    with one another
    things to say
    to each other.

    I am
    burning in hell
    some place north of Mexico.
    flowers don’t grow here.

    I am not like
    other people
    other people are like
    other people.

    they are all alike:
    joining
    grouping
    huddling
    they are both
    gleeful and content
    and i am
    burning in hell.

    my heart is a thousand years old
    I am not like
    other people.
    I’d die on their picnic grounds
    smothered by their flags
    slugged by their songs
    unloved by their soldiers
    gored by their humor
    murdered by their concern.

    I am not like
    other people.
    I am
    burning in hell.

    the hell of
    myself.

    Displaced, Charles Bukowski