filthy youth

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Something about me.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

Nobody ever said “I love you” to me I guess, except my parents and my best friends and of course they meant it.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

I’m not sure. I mean I’m 19 now and I prefer dating older people or at least people that are my age. So probably not.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

Don’t remember.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

Of course. I think it’s a beautiful thing to do.

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

I’m not dating anyone and I’m talking to pretty much everyone here so maybe there’s someone mad at me, I don’t really know nor do I care. I do what I want.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

Yes. We Found Love by Rihanna. Such a random mainstream song but it will always remind me of him.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

Black skinny jeans, white T-Shirt, grey jacket because it’s fucking minus 20 degrees out there and I’m working just in front of the entree at the reception.

8. How often do you listen to music?

Every second I can.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

Jeans.

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?

Not dramatically but I will start studying so yes, it will change.

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

Social.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

Yes.

13. What about ‘R’?

I think I’ve kissed multiple people of every letter of the alphabet so yes.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

Yes.

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

No, I’m too used to it I guess. People always call me names. I couldn’t care less. I know that they don’t know a thing about me.

16. Are you going out of town soon?

I’m leaving this place in a month, I’m going back to Germany and then I’m leaving again for South Africa after too weeks. So yes.

17. When was the last time you cried?

I don’t remember. I hardly ever cry even when I feel really bad.

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

Except my parents and my best friends, no.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

No way, I love my blue eyes.

20. Is there a boy or girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

My best friends. They are everything. But definitely not for a boy.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

I had to get up early because I started working at 8 in the morning. And now I’m working again from midnight until 8 in the morning. I slept like 5 hours in between but I’m still tired.

22. Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead? Yes, but it depends. Sometimes it feels just like they don’t take you seriously and I really dislike that. But most of the time it’s cute.

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

Lol no, he’s the security guard and we’re working together.

24. What are you sitting on right now?

A chair.

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

My best friend.

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

I never allow myself to really want someone so I’m not sure. I usually always get what I want though. Not what I need but what I tell myself I “want”.

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

My roommate, she’s amazing.

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

Not really.

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

Vero Moda, it’s boring and it’s just for work.

30. Does anyone hate you?

I don’t think so, but a lot of people surely dislike me.

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

Why should I hide them? No.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

Not really.

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

I have my tongue pierced and I love it.

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

I couldn’t choose because every single year is somehow a part of me.

35. Did you have a dream last night?

I surely did but I don’t remember.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

A couple of days ago to my best friend.

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

No fucking way.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

No.

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

Not really.

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

Way too much work, not really.

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

I’ve never been in a relationship so no.

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

Yes, my roommate.

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

My best friend. I never wanna lose her either.

44. What’s the best part about school?

That I graduated.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

A lot.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

Thank god I graduated.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

Every fucking day.

48. Were you single over the last summer?

Oh yes, amazing time!

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

No, not at all.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

Working but there’s nothing to do.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

No, he’s kinda cute. We ate pizza, listened to the Beatles, laughed a lot and then he kissed me goodbye.

52. Are you nice to everyone?

Lol no.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

Yes, because I don’t except to “like” anyone, at least any boy.

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

That’s the question of the questions. I have no idea to be honest.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Too good.

56. Do you think you like someone?

Maybe, but it’s been really long.

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

Yes.

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

It depends. It’s different, I like being friends with both.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

Yes, but only a few.

60. Do you hate anyone?

No, not really. I only dislike quite a lot of people.

61. How’s your heart?

A mess.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

A lot of things.

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

Well, yes. But only one guy.

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

Everyone I know because I’m a good story.

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

Ew no.

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

Pretty much every kiss I give is a mistake but who caaaares.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

No?

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

No.

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

My mum. I love her.

70. How do you look right now?

Tired but not that bad I guess.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

My two best friends.

72. Can you commit to one person?

Yes, my two best friends.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

No, not really.

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

Too often.

75. Did you wake up cranky?

Yes. I’m definitely not a morning person.

76. Are you a jealous person?

Yes, very jealous. But I don’t show it.

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

Ask someone who’s been in a relationship.

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

A friend of mine. We just grew apart I guess.

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

All I wanna do is sleep.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

Sleeping. Nothing else and I’m happy about it.

81. Last person you cried in front of?

One of my best friends.

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Of course, a lot of things.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

I’m not sure if I have feelings for anyone at the moment.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

Sex?

85. Are you over your past?

No.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

No.

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

My best friend.

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

What first true love?

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

Hahaha he just came by the reception, he’s actually living in the room just in front of mine. I wouldn’t let him in because I’m usually sleeping at 3AM.

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

I don’t think so.

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

No way.

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

Yes.

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

Maybe, I don’t know all of their names.

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

No.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

Um…

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

He’s not bad.

97. Who do you have texts from?

My friends and my family.

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

Good job bro, do you wanna still have sex though?

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

The oldest was 32 I guess. Oooops.

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

Just me.

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

No.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

Yes, I guess. Ugh.

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